Wednesday, December 9, 2009.

BEST BIRTHDAY EVER .
unwrap me @ 21

THANKS to the many who texted, wrote on my facebook wall , called from overseas & everyone else who greeted .
Thanks for all your Gifts .

Thankful ♥ to those who came to my white party (Pre-celeb Dec 05 2009) & shared this Blessed day with me .
Thanks to those who helped me decorate, cater food, cook extra food, be my DJ, bartender, singer, dancers, those who mopped the floor rolling & to those who'd wished they were there but missed out the invitation haha .

& most of all,
Thanks to my FAMILY & GOD for everything as in
iloveyou all ♥

God Bless you.
xx
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will update soon .

turn an almost into @ 11:44 PM

Sunday, October 18, 2009.

I took this "opportunity" to do things a person would have done in her final weekend of "BUMMER LIFE" = party her night away .

Friday & Saturday well spent. Sunday = airport & family time .

i mentioned in tumblr what happened on fri .

was here at night xx just breathtakin.

Let's talk about Sat ...

morgen = lack of sleep (3 hours) cause Rauf woke me up 8am & said 'we're comin over to your crib'. He recklessly drove us to get our mcdo breakfast. aha Aishah, Farhana & I walked home to start choosing movies . He drove back after an errand. So 'The Game Plan' & 'Stay Alive' it were. loveyall.

tag - Botanical Gardens . I didnt plan on goin but since my whole fam was, why not. It was a college reunion. Since I wasnt an alumni, I became their 'fotographer' .

nacht- things started to get draggy. A friend called to say she cant join me ( fckin LAST MINUTE again) which would leave me alone with a new girl and a Group of guys @ the beach. Venturing on to next destination, i patiently waited for a guy for an effin HOUR or less. fckin mad . people were starin waitin to get in train. a chi creepy guy spoke to me - creep abruptly sat beside me at orchard station.

After this he arrives, we hopped on the wrong train towards punggol. FFFF. He ended up not goin with me to Sentosa. Ffine forgiven. Met the rest at vivo.

PALAWAN beach finally @nine. badtrip mood but felt fine after awhile. Siloso was too packed but looked hella fun. We just gathered under the palm trees & started what we came for . drinks on him. Thanks A h. tsk tsk . the odds of seein you coincidentally on 2 consecutive days .

Cab home . tired .

TOMORROW is ANOTHER DAY . aha God Bless xx

♫ and i dont wanna go on pretending ... ♫

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Saturday, October 17, 2009.

Know what's in?
TEARYCLOUD.TUMBLR.COM

Took my time this past few days out with old friends to K.I.T.
BummerLife officially ends on MONDAY.
MOTTO ? Aanhin mo ang damo kung ... joke.
'Earn & then fulfill that dream of independent FLYING .'
Night Life for today just ended minutes ago.
Sentosa plans for Sat Nyt .

ps, thankyou somuch for earlier.
ps, someone gave up today ... simply proved something b.A ?

From last weekend

imy dolls ♥ juzusgirls

♫ Forget about your girlfriend and meet me at the hotel room... ♫

turn an almost into @ 4:01 AM

Monday, October 5, 2009.

sprinkled some dust here.
It has been a WHIRL OF CONFUSION.

When something you least expect could happen on a moment when you're already positively sure of making something else happen happened, that's when you start getting a huge crack on your brain which sends you right back to base1 that you subsequently have to add to the LIST of every options you have once again. yaknow what i mean?

well let's just say IM BOOKED on OCT 14 to fly off BUT i have an opportunity(a pretty good one at that) I'm guessing I shouldn't miss. I'm guessing.

You see while I was in KL for the last weekend, I sought for SIGNS from God and they were "roughly" given like balloons, birds, etc and those things I witnessed plus even more grand like FIREWORKS, literally. hahaha oh btw, KL was fun! Enjoyed bargaining. waiting for pics.
&played Frisbee @ Sentosa on Saturday. Alavet. Missed Cheer leading yesterday (SUN) = MAD.

so yes I've made a decision.
ask me out now.
&i still want cookies.

oh Happy Birthday Zebra Jah! missya. God Bless. loveux

ps I pray for those affected by the natural disasters. God Bless.
♫ There's a rainbow always after the rain...♫

turn an almost into @ 12:46 AM

Thursday, September 24, 2009.

i fcking cant make up my mind.
The fact that, ILL BE ALONE.
(if only titaPilo goes back with me haha)

I've been wanting this 'INDEPENDENCE' but
I'll miss out on events here.

& what more,
not seeing LOVED ONES? FRIENDS? `YOU? everyday/time
im hoping for only 2 years.

*i can do this.
By the time I've graduated from there,
I most probably would have changed so much.
I am buoyed by the fact that economical wise, it'll be better by then
& my sisters made histories there & ill be near my horses aha.
i can do this.
Don't be afraid to take the leap!

so yes? yes...
MAYBE.
(if 2 years, a big YES!)

:)

"God... help me"

turn an almost into @ 7:40 PM

Sunday, September 20, 2009.

Seriously, how could I? This would embody what has been on my mind.

Things have been a little out-of-the-norm lately. Experienced High Class Dining with Directors - offers here & there. Fun with little kids from International schools. Last minute plan to go Chalet on Friday when I have work the next morning- night swimming & deep conversation with a friend about `him. Came back from 3 different parties just yesterday. Ongoing text messages from random people and currently there's one that's totally creepy. And that being said, People dancing to my "All the single ladies..." tone every time it rings. Played "Pinoy Henyo" game with Bantots for the first time and was given a deep Tagalog word I had no clue about (in My Eldest Sisters & Ate Mel's Birthday celebration 190909.) Happy Birthday loveux.

In Addition, each time on my way home from work, I stare off @ rain drops sliding down the window pane while tuning to a playlist that reminds me so much of `Lo< e este `you este... `who?

It's like all of a sudden, I WOKE UP & realized ______. I never thought to much of it before, because I'd hardly ever felt ______.

Can't wait to watch SUNTEC FINALS later on &VALENTINES DAY movie.

Ps, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI dear Muslim Friends. God Bless xx

♫ I should know better But it's just not the case ♫

turn an almost into @ 3:06 AM

Monday, September 14, 2009.

First News I came across this morning,
Had to share it just cause it's Beyonce/Swift-related...

KANYE WEST
Bhoo.
how could you be so Heartless...?

Total Respect to BEYONCE for giving up her moment to Taylor Swift.

Kanye's APOLOGY(from his blog): PerezHilton
Bhoo yaaawww Kanye (spelt it originally as kenya haha a'hole)

I LOVE BEYONCE's PERFORMANCE. Fierce!

Getting ready for some movie lunch now then dinner meeting with some "BIG" people @ Dempsey Rd.

'Life becomes maddening boring when you know everything upfront'.
Can't wait for the next days to come,
Enjoy the uncertainty!
xx
Countdown to Christmas: 101.
♬ hush hush remix ♬

turn an almost into @ 1:00 PM

And it feels like joy, and it feels like pain. And it feels like sunshine, feels like rain. An excuse for dying, reason to live. And if you don't know, that's what love is. Love is.

"Every man's life is a fairy- tale written by God's fingers."
xx

Supahcalifragi-sexay

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