Thursday, September 24, 2009.

i fcking cant make up my mind.
The fact that, ILL BE ALONE.
(if only titaPilo goes back with me haha)

I've been wanting this 'INDEPENDENCE' but
I'll miss out on events here.

& what more,
not seeing LOVED ONES?
FRIENDS? `YOU? everyday/time
im hoping for only 2 years.

*i can do this.
By the time I've graduated from there,
I most probably would have changed so much.
I am buoyed by the fact that economical wise, it'll be better by then
& my sisters made histories there & ill be near my horses aha.

i can do this.
Don't be afraid to take the leap!

so yes? yes...
MAYBE.
(if 2 years, a big YES!)

:)
"God... help me"

turn an almost into @ 7:40 PM

Sunday, September 20, 2009.

Seriously, how could I? This would embody what has been on my mind.

Things have been a little out-of-the-norm lately. Experienced High Class Dining with Directors - offers here & there. Fun with little kids from International schools. Last minute plan to go Chalet on Friday when I have work the next morning- night swimming & deep conversation with a friend about `him. Came back from 3 different parties just yesterday. Ongoing text messages from random people and currently there's one that's totally creepy. And that being said, People dancing to my "All the single ladies..." tone every time it rings. Played "Pinoy Henyo" game with Bantots for the first time and was given a deep Tagalog word I had no clue about (in My Eldest Sisters & Ate Mel's Birthday celebration 190909.) Happy Birthday loveux.



In Addition, each time on my way home from work, I stare off @ rain drops sliding down the window pane while tuning to a playlist that reminds me so much of `Lo< e este `you este... `who?

It's like all of a sudden, I WOKE UP & realized ______. I never thought to much of it before, because I'd hardly ever felt ______.

Can't wait to watch SUNTEC FINALS later on &
VALENTINES DAY movie.

Ps, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI dear Muslim Friends. God Bless xx

♫ I should know better But it's just not the case ♫

turn an almost into @ 3:06 AM

Monday, September 14, 2009.

First News I came across this morning,
Had to share it just cause it's Beyonce/Swift-related...

KANYE WEST
Bhoo.
how could you be so Heartless...?


Total Respect to BEYONCE for giving up her moment to Taylor Swift.

Kanye's APOLOGY(from his blog): PerezHilton
Bhoo yaaawww Kanye (spelt it originally as kenya haha a'hole)

I LOVE BEYONCE's PERFORMANCE. Fierce!

Getting ready for some movie lunch now then dinner meeting with some "BIG" people @ Dempsey Rd.

'Life becomes maddening boring when you know everything upfront'.
Can't wait for the next days to come,
Enjoy the uncertainty!
xx

Countdown to Christmas: 101.
hush hush remix

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Sunday, September 13, 2009.

prayers

Another Dinner invitation tmrw @ some fancy restaurant. Is this the... answer? oh let it be.
God Bless.

bulletproof - la roux

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Saturday, September 12, 2009.

mauritius
MAURITIUS
I've heard it before, somewhere @ work once?
those people from it talking in that unheard-of language
& didn't have a clue that it is a PARADISE
until it was peculiarly brought up again
yesterday during our fine lunch meeting @ Meritus.
clearly i still lack some of "Best beaches in the world" knowledge.
Hungry for Maldives, Bahamas, Hawaii, Mauritius, Boracay, etc etc

AN OFFER WE CANT RESIST but... what's the price?
eff.

---
Came back from a wedding after-party where all you could see were
two girls amidst so many drunk new faces.
drinks? yes please.
innocence.

There's never a right time to say goodbye But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me

turn an almost into @ 1:21 AM

Wednesday, September 9, 2009.

its 999 today. im in Mona's crib & we're waiting for Des & Sarah & for taxi to arrive ryt now.

update laters. DINNER @ PREGO, & Clarke Quay.

MALIGAYANG KAARAWAN `rats ♥♥♥
I've had a lot to say, but literally no chance to say it.

star

Update***

She says: "Things are a little 'out of hand' in the Dressed Up department. And, you know, a little slutty so to speak."
butterfuc

It was a "Cab night" last night apparently cause we kept taking taxi here and there. Dressed in our elegant wear, we (Des, Sarah, Mona & mwa) dined at Pegro Restaurant then to Robertson Quay(added to my 'TAKE NOTE' list) where we dragged Mia along. If you haven't been to that place, you should, it just feels so 'out of town' with that classy environment. The place has aesthetic blend of a 60s English luxurious town and modern bars, articulated by the brick materials & a small fountain that result in creating an ambiance setting like of 'Somewhere in time' movie, similar a little to Chijmes. Sadly, we didn't bring any camera. One of (her) friend's, who is a Pilot, have VIP passes to just about any clubs. Butter Factory was too packed so we moved to CQ, China1. They didn't like Zirca so we decided to stick to a Bar instead. A night filled with girls-bonding & great Fun meeting new people.

Met up with Rahila awhile just to pass her a luggage she needed to Genting for a dance competition with a grand prize of 10K! omg. go mare!

"shhh be quiet, nothing to do but wait."

turn an almost into @ 5:10 PM

Monday, September 7, 2009.

the call:
Sometimes i wish that you'd trust me more than you think.
It's obviously like you're wavering back & forth.
& which persona are you currently pretending to be?
can't hypnotize IT outta ya.
I know you & you just need to let me hear it,
I'll fully understand.
Trust me.

(parapara machine)

lovekosila
FASTED (yesterday) - felt like I ought to, since It's almost like a ritual whenever its meeting session with my prince/sses(NanaAisGinNaz w/o UfKhai) during fasting month. Strangely enough, I didnt feel at all hungry for that long hours. Hopefully, something good would come out of it or of some sort (something was strange & i couldn't explain what).
blurr
ais

After dinner, rushed to MS from FE to celebrate a birthday, with Gino(senxa na, labux) a while then joined birthday girl & SimHui. Just hanged around starbucks, played billiard & timecrisis. imissyouguys. Shoutout to HANey, get well soon babexx

ps, happy birthday Shilah!
twenteen
bestwishesxx

"♫ maybe baby..."

turn an almost into @ 2:28 AM

Sunday, September 6, 2009.

I just wanna say I feel kinda sorta happy today despite how tired I am. For the first time, I actually got dog-tired while shopping [after camping last night at west coast & once I woke up, had to travel to Bugis for some meeting & then straight to SUNTEC to support my dearest ever Gino (haha) dance in SEMIS 30 groups competing for 10 positions - through to the FINALS held on 20th]. Subsequently, we went shopping (i bought my dresses) & hanged around town till late, till we met up with Yan (THANK YOU for the roo-gat appreciate it much mate) & Emerged and hanged for awhile in front of ION.

hug
These 'Clapclap' Guys will surely win the competition.
(Besfwen agreed, so Fanremix #2 then aha)
GOLD
sadly not in finals
haha
haha awaiting for FINAL results.
Congrats to the teams I was rooting for!
&to those I knew that didnt, i understand how you feel but you did do your BEST.
FDC & YOU, Let's watch FINALS together on 20th
@SUNTEC FOUNTAIN OF WEALTH!

me-idea
*haaa*
dunkin
manyothers
imissyoustar
(more pix in fb)

On our way back, bumped onto my good old friend from Sec school - 'the buffoon' VINCENT. we talked about so much changes in Life. I almost punched him when he said I HAVEN'T GROWN TALLER SINCE SEC 3 (he used to be shorter than me :[). Daym. aha Nevertheless, he made me miss high school times. Imma go walk your dog soon (haha).

Wait for the photos (& new layout of my blog- still working on my html/css). I just wanna update this now before i post another long one tomorrow cause Imma probably have a packed Sunday- meetin lovelies & bowbos one after another.

idontknowanymore

Hope you're enjoying your weekends too!
God Bless xx

"Tussh me tushh me tutututushhh me..."

turn an almost into @ 2:32 AM

Tuesday, September 1, 2009.

LORD GOD BLESS ME aha
(ill be where i wanna be in Dec.)

THERE'S ALWAYS A NEW BLESSED DAY, so SMILE.
ENJOY LIFE
HAHAHA YES WAYYY...

extra note,
SYDNEY SYDNEY SYDNEY/ PHIL / SG!? i wish!

OMG. Can't wait for movies The Lovely Bones & The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus.
Ps, Happy Teacher's Dayxx

kinda sorta high tonight.

"Something, Something As Simple As Me Hearing Your Name..."

turn an almost into @ 10:11 PM



And it feels like joy, and it feels like pain. And it feels like sunshine, feels like rain. An excuse for dying, reason to live. And if you don't know, that's what love is. Love is.
i almost loved you `STAR
"Every man's life is a fairy- tale written by God's fingers."
xx

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